A Christmas Eve Blast

They sat up eagerly awaiting

Not so much as the arrival of the infamous bells

Or the sound of a HO-HO-HO

It was the anticipation of catching the face of Ole Saint Nick

 

They were fighting the odds

Dodging sleep like it was an evasive enemy

If you didn't know any better

You'd think they'd been drinking coffee black with no sugar

 

They fought the valiant fight

But the baby went down around eleven-ish

The middle child just couldn't take it around midnight

And that oldest he was strong to the bitter end

 

In the scheme of it all

It was indeed a Christmas Eve to remember

They fought the valiant fight

And yet were still overcome by the Sandman

Let me write you a note…

Dear John,

I have come to report that there is a strong possibility that we are headed in a reasonably difficult situation. Because you insist upon doing things your way, we may not survive this relationship thing we have embarked upon. I must remind you that we agreed that this journey would be about us building a life together. We did not say that it would be a convenient arrangement between two individuals. I feel as if we are not moving in a positive direction. Instead we just continuously have these positive moments that make the negatives seem dissipate into the background. I am not exactly thrilled at the way our relationship is playing out. It is time that we do something different. We need to look at ways to improve our current situation. I see the possibilities in us but there's no use in seeing them if no one is going to work toward achieving them.

I know that being with you is not a mistake. I admit that we make a good combination. But it is time that we make the right combination that will improve our current state of existence. We need to be more than what we have been. Eight years is a long time to live stagnant. Never really going forward and not necessarily going backwards. But just standing still in hopes that something will change. Well it is a known fact that if you continue to do the same thing, you can only expect the same thing. But if you want to change, you cannot continue to do the same thing. You have got to make a serious effort to do things differently. That is where I am right now. I can see where we are going. But I just need to know that you are with me.

We need a new beginning. So we need to start in the here and now and make a serious commitment to change. We need to evolve and become more than what we have been. It is imperative that we take this relationship to another level. We can do this thing. But I can't do alone. I need my partner. I need the person that I agreed to spend the rest of my life with. I need you. We can do this thing if you are willing to admit we need a change and help in the process. If I take one step, I want to feel you right there take one step or even two with me. I see the endless possibilities. But I just want you to see them for yourself.

Do I love? Most definitely! But do I want to continue this never ending cycle we can't seem to get off? NO! I want more. I want more for me, for you, for our children. I want to leave a legacy for our children. I want our children to know what it feels like to be empowered and to be a loving relationship. I want our children to know that their dreams aren't impossible. I want them to see in us the endless possibilities that the love between a man and a woman can have. And I know that we can give them that. We just need to construct a plan and adhere to it. It's time baby! It's time for us to take a stand and do it together.

So what you do think? Do you see what I see? Do you understand where I am coming from? I can hope so. Until you decide otherwise…. I will be patiently waiting for your response.

Until next time…

Just Dreaming Out Loud…

He always likes me to stand in front. He likes to hug me from behind and just hold me. Then when he's caressed me for what seems like an eternity, he likes to play. He loves to massage my cookies just the way I like it. He takes his time and strokes them. He knows how to apply just the right of pressure to get me going. And he knows once I'm going... there's no turning back. He doesn't stop with just one organism. He insists on two or three or however many it takes to push me over the edge. And just when I think I can't cum anymore, he allows me the opportunity to experience his manhood. He pulls it out and puts it to work. He works my cookies over like none other. He beats my cookies up and then pulls out leaving only the tip inside. Then when I think I can't take anymore, he pushes his way back in and starts all over again. By the time he's done, I've climaxed two more times and feel like I've just had a full body massage to relieve the stress of the day. Hummmm... Tasty...

Too bad I only cum like that in my dreams and with the aid of my companion Mr. Wiggles.

Calling all love letters

I am pursuing a new writing project. I wanted to compile a book of love letters from the heart. But the catch is that these love letters will be anonymous. There will be on names associated with them. So what I am asking is that if you would like to participate, please email me at qjacobs@anotherquecreation.com and send you anonymous love letter. Keep it clean but honest. You can also submit your letters at www.AnotherQueCreation.com on the Contact Us page.

If you don't want to participate but know someone that does, send them to this link. Look forward to reading your love letters.

Until next time…

He told me… And I believed him… But…

I could have cried, but I didn't

I could have yelled, but I refused

I tried to scream, but it was a waste

So I just chose to believe him.

He told me it was nothing, but I thought he was protecting himself

He told me there was no truth to it, but I just listened

He told me she was a moment of weakness, but I couldn't understand his words

So I just chose to ignore him.

I tried to cry again, but I couldn't

I tried to yell, but it wouldn't come out

I even attempted a scream, but it wasn't even worth the effort

So I just chose to forget the whole thing and move on.

WOW!

The moment that…

They recognized the fire that caught ablaze

The moment that their gazes met across the crowded room

They knew that something enchanting was evolving

The moment that they sensed the chemistry started to boil between them

They decided to avoid any mistakes

The moment they were alone without interruption

They stood still in time without a word

The moment they realized that nothing but the sound of their hearts was present

They never said a word until was necessary

The moment they were prepared to escape the thoughts that grasped them

They exchanged their pleasantries without regrets

The moment that they knew that time was passed

A Ridiculous Moment in Time

I had a momentary lapse in judgment. I lost control of my emotions and had to gather myself. I am determined to be better than I was on yesterday. I am striving to be the best that I can be.

Can you imagine?

Being ambushed constantly with stuff

Trying to do what's right

Trying to live accordingly

Trying to be an example to others

But then there's the stuff

It haunts us repeatedly

Trying to draw us backwards

Trying to entice us to the garbage

The garbage that nearly destroyed us

The garbage that holds us down

The garbage keeps us stagnant

It is determined to have a stronghold

But I will break that stronghold

I will not be held back from my breakthrough

I will not allow it to control my life

I will allow God to guide my steps

Enhance my overall being

Become all that I was predestined to be

Because I am determined to move forward

I will be better than I was on yesterday

Whoever said God wasn't real didn't have a clue. They were living in some fantasy that they have yet to awaken from. I know just how real he is because he is continuously moving and shaking in my life. To discover how he impacts your life is an awesome thing. He is constantly working to make things better for those who believe and trust in him. I know that in time, my life will be on top and I will be happier than I have been in a long time. God is good all the time and anyone that says otherwise is a lie. Thank you, Lord for all your continuous blessings.

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Got a Plan?

Ever had a moment that caused you to reflect about the direction in which your life is headed? A moment that made you want to make a difference? It is moments like this that give people the desire to change or just a jolt into reality. These moments require that people give life a second look. It requires immediate attention and not just a casual glance over your current situation. It is these moments that either inspire to greatness or cause you to slump further into the hole that you may have dug for yourself.

Take some time each day to examine your current situation. Think about where you are in life and where you want to be. After doing all of that, decide to make a plan. Your plan will give you the opportunity to reflect back and remind yourself of your goals. Your life is nothing without a plan. So don't be afraid to set goals for yourself. They could be weekly, monthly, or even yearly goals. The satisfaction that you will gain when crossing off something that you've accomplished from your list, will make you feel like a million bucks.

Make yourself an action plan that help you achieve your dreams. Your dreams are what keep you focused and soaring to new heights.

Excerpt from "Living in Someone Else's Skin"

It was another one of those days when I just didn't feel like being bothered with what was going on around me. Everyone was gettting on my last nerve. The boss was having a moment with menopause. Her second in charge was being her usual anal self. The kids were getting into everything that they could think of and fighting about nothing. I just needed a moment to escape, so I did like I always did, I went to another place in time...

Dear Princess,

Chris text me from Miami. He was finishing up his photo shoot for some magazine spread. He wanted me to know that he hadn't forgotten about me. I texted him back and told him that I would see him when he returned.

About an hour later, I received a strange text... It read, "Got your package?" I didn't get it. I was completely puzzled. Just as I was about to text a response, the doorbell rang. When I opened the door, it was the FedEx man. He asked, "Are you the Princess?" I replied, "Sure, why?" He simply extended a large envelope and asked for my signature. I honored his request and he gave me my package. He said, "Thank you. Have a good afternoon, ma'am."

It took me a minute to close the door behind the FedEx man. I was enjoying the presentation that was before me. It was a fantastic view from all angles. As my delivery man drove off into the sunset, I slowly closed the door to my abode. I was curious about this recent package I had received. As I tore open the package, there inside was a airline ticket. Just as I was about to look at the location, my phone contacted me again. It was another text. All it said was, "Are you ready?"

I looked back at the ticket and it was for Miami, Florida. I was to leave within the hour. It even had a post-it attached that read, "I'll see you there. I won't take no for an answer." All I could do was smile. I text Chris back these simple words, "See you in a few."

I didn't even bother to pack anything because I didn't think it would be necessary. Chris was always full of surprises. This one was no exception. After I collected my purse and keys, I proceeded toward the door to set the alarm. As I was going out the door, a driver was standing outside next to car. He politely smiled and said, "Your ride to the airport is here."

Walking amongst Angels

What a beautiful moment in time! Just having a casual acquaintenace with anxious anticipation as I awaited my turn to cast my ballot for the 43rd President of the United States. Amongst all the other voters, you could feel the electricity in the air. It seemed that everyone was awaiting their turn to make a difference in tomorrow. This place was a breeding ground for friendships and casual associations. During my period of waiting, I noted the young ladies that surrounded me. In the front, the young lady possessed a book of interest to me. The book was composed of various postcards created by individuals who had decided to rid themselves of secrets that had crippled their lives for years. What an interesting book it turned out to be! Then there were the two young ladies behind me. A mother and daughter team who couldn't wait to cast their vote for the candidate of their choice. Our opportunity to engage each other was fantastic. We each had a part of ourselves to share with the other during our wait. We each had a significant story to share with the other. The most compelling of all was when I shared my recent release of my first book. The encouragement and congratulations I received made it all worth the while. I shared my business cards and made sure that each knew how to obtain my book for their own reading pleasure. After casting my ballot for my choice, I left the voting venue feeling empowered and ready to run the course that God has set forth for me.

Thank you God for allowing me the opportunity to walk with Angels.

Unspoken Chemistry

I wanted to speak but there was nothing to be said
Just the sound of our breathing intertwined with the whistling of the wind

I could feel the impact of your very existence
Not quite sure of the profound affect that you had on me

I was consumed by the very essence of your being
Taking note of the eloquent perception portrayed at the time

I wanted to speak but choked up into a trance
Afraid of breaking the chemistry that burned within us

It seemed that we were held captive by an unspoken chemistry

Never Give Up

You didn't get that A you wanted on that test
You stayed up all night to study all the material
You struggled to comprehend the information presented
Yet, you didn't get the grade you wanted....

But you never give up

You did your very best
You worked as hard as you could
You were deteremined and ambitious
You applied yourself and did the work
Yet you didn't get that well-deserved promotion

But you never give up

Your finances just don't seem to add up
You find yourself struggling constantly
Trying to find a means to an end
Just so you can make to another payday

But you never give up

The haters are throwing it at you hard
You just can't seem to catch a break
Everytime you turn left
It seems there's only a dead end in sight

But you never give up

You never give up
Because you believe in the impossible
You never give up
Because you see what no one can see
You never give up
Because you know that there's someone watching over you
You never give up
Because at the end of the day
When all your toils and trials have come and gone
Your faith will see you through
So...

You...

Never...

Give...

Up!

Because God never gives up on you.